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Wednesday, August 29, 2007 
alright . school was fine .
during art , ms pushpa walked up to me and started saying " eh shiyu , heard that you very stress uh ? what happen?"
hahaa . then told her some stuffs . its kinda shocking lah .
i think that she's a nice person except that sometimes she's quite irritating :S
anyway , she's not the only one asking me that question .
i guess ive rlly gtta find some way to de-stress . :Z
laaadeedumm . perharps im gg back to my working life soon .
ha ! and you wont get to see me online and all often :D
but that also means that , i'll be double as stress .
but oh well , who cares ?
LOL . i wna get a crumpler !!
and a new phone . blahhh .
and shiyu's BROKEEE ! .
i'll be super super glad if you can donate into SHIYU'S FUND :D
hahahahahhahahahahah .
i guess im different from those around me .
ive to go the hard way in order to achieve what i want .
but for the others , it just takes a few PLEASE .
HA !
Monday, August 27, 2007 well , everybody's changing everyday .
and that includes me . i thank god that im changing into a stronger and a more independent person .
but that doesn't applies to those around me .
still living in THAT world .
& the bond,aint that strong , NO MORE .
alright . eoy is just round the corner .
so start studying people ! :D
goodluck to all the N nd O level people .
laaaadeeeedumm .
BUSY IS THE WORD .
Saturday, August 25, 2007 and inside it there are hell lotsa things .
Tuesday, August 21, 2007 NICEST PART ;
the whole club sang birthday song for me :D
hahahahaha .
WORST PART ;
many people have forgotten about my birthday this year .
feels kinda sad . but oh well , nvm .
tmrw ;
school . after school , meetup w timothy ho for teachers' day stuffs .
thursday ;
gg t peisi's house for teachers' day presentation stuffs .
BLAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Sunday, August 19, 2007 meetup w haowen nd boonkiat .
headed t th library to meet hongzhou nd jiawei .
then studied awhile . then off to foodcourt for lunch .
lols. after that went t the arcade for games . they played their time crisis nd whatever shit .
and i dragged haowen to play the candy machine . whahah .
LOL . then meetup w kweihuat for lunch . then we walked back t civic .
got free candy floss.saw aitien nd huimei . then they taught me how t eat the candy floss .
damn paiseh can ! ahah . then went back . didnt rlly have th mood t study already .
so talk cock w kweihuat nd all . then blah blah blah.
went for dinner . then home sweet home .
okay . dad jst showed me my fcuking bill .
he was like " you see , again "
yes , you guys should already have guessed it .
super ex this time . okay . needa pay my bill this month .
which means ...
IM REALLY REALLY REALLY BROKE YOU SEEEE .
damn it man ! i dont know why its always the period that ive no money that ive to spend lotsa money .
FUCK MAN ! can everybody not give me presents nd just give me hell lotsa money for present !
okay , i know , dream on !
im so damn shag now .
alright . yesterday ; went for rotary's 8th installation .
meetup w xinen nd suyi under my block .
passed them the stuffs . then off to boots nd shoes .
meetup w the rest . headed to vivo .
had a hard time finding st. james power station.
lols . after that went into one degree 15 marina bay .
its a club actually . helped out . then went up to their rooms for lunch .
beautiful sight indeed . (:
then helped out w the magazines stuffs .
as for th magazine , I DONT WNA TALK ABOUT THAT ANYMORE :C
okay . then blah blah . till around 5plus 6 .
we helped out w the reception table stuffs .
i was in-charge if the raffles ticket stuffs .
it made me super stress pleasee . haha .
then blah blah blah . lost hundred nd eighty bucks .
but david tai didnt say much about th money we lost . (:
then had the dinner .
wasnt as goood as last year . :E
lols . then got into mr chan's car , he sent me , kahhou , weisheng , jiamian to harbourfront mrt station .
FIRST TIME SEE MR CHAN DRIVE CAR OKAYY !!
he tried to communicate w us . LOL . felt kinda weird talking to him though . zz
then we took cab back to woodlands from the mrt station .
reached woodlands . saw rusk ! :D
then saw bert nd rita at the interchange .
uncle neo called me nd asked me to wait for him .
i didnt , I KNOW IM BAD , but because i was too tired to wait for him okay !
okay .
im gg to the library later on .
needa do art , chinese and i-forgot-what.
tmrw ;
after school , needa go studio R help out .
then go do e stuffs for th nano competition .
phew .
i..think ......... i ..................need .....a..................break
Thursday, August 16, 2007 im like oh so bloody broke . :Z
hahaha . i will love you to bits okay !
laaadeeeeeedummm :D
okay . school-ed as usual . haha .
ms pushpa was rather crazy today .
she shouted at us and suspended shaq nd razzy just because they didnt bring their colour pencils .
then she chose some of us to join the competition.
and i agreed , so spent my whole recess in the com lab .
registering for the competition . well , im rather keen in this competition .
cos i find it quite fun . though the prizes are not THAT attractive .
haha . after school , played sepak takraw ? i dont know how t spell it :X
FUN OKAY ITS FUN . though im a lil noob in it .
haha . then like about 4 plus . saw lizhen nd she told me that im suppose to join
the ex-co board for the teacher's day thing . so i went inton STUDIO R and helped them .
i must say LUCKILY IM THERE . lols . they were all so noisy and not doing their stuffs .
haha. helped them . timothy ho was like saying thankyou to me for at least three times luh .
alright . ive gt hell lotsa stuffs to do man !
needa continue helping them on monday :D
and probably doing my competition stuffs next week .
things to complete this week :
-research for competition
-my art prep work
-remind all board members about their proposals .
-study for chem , phy and all other subjects that i dont know .
-finish homework .
say im busy , and yes I AM :D
chinese oral tmrw . goodluck to me !
Wednesday, August 15, 2007 haha . good evening people :D
okay . school was fine . skipped remedial .
played volleyball . watched soccer .
then went home . hahaa . di siao-ed alot of people today.
ruisen , zhengyu and jithua came to school today .
hahaa . okay . i got to know 2 things today .
1. guys arent devoted shits at all . their FOREVER nd I PROMISE = their WHENEVER nd IM LYING .
2. guys around me kept HONG-ing xiaomeimei nowadays .
HAHAHAHAHAAHAHA .
okay . ive gt hell lotsa things to do .
gtta go pompom , watch tvee . :D
oh , calvin asked me why am i like so happy nd cheerful in the REAL world
and so super emo in blog nd msn . LOL .
because i dont like to show people that im weak in the real world .
though the fact is that im really weak . LALALALALALA .
my birthday is coming . next wedd .
unlike th past years , i dont really look forward to it .
sat ; interact stuffs whole day long .
sun ; day out t the library for chemistry .
warren ; if you read this , i must say IM SORRY . :X
dad doesnt allow me to go near to the sea cos its th 7th month .
superstitous but too bad , he's my DAD . :|>
moved on ;
but yet , memories do flash back .
Sunday, August 12, 2007 120807
haha . meet up w jiawei for secret .
NICE SHOW . another worth watching movie .
haha . after the show i meet up w xiaomin and bought a card for lincoln .
headed down to bishan to meet the rest .
passed lincoln his card . then we went cafe cartel for food .
haha . had fish nd chips . couldnt finish it . haha .
then sang him birthday song . lols .
then blah blah blah . they headed for RUSH HOUR 3 .
but as for xiaomin nd i , we've watched it already .
so we went back to woodlands instead .
went down to 768 mac . meet up w warren . did my geog hmwk . :D
then slacked awhile . talked about lotsa things w xiaomin .
haha , xiaomin told me a secret . well , i think everything is up to HER *
LOL . okok . SHHHHH . (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LINCOLN !
and im officially broke for th week can !
movie marathon for two days . then lincoln present and cake , and today's lunch at cartel .
hohoho . im gna run home straight after schoool everyday :D
hahahhaahhaha . okay . FYE is coming . oral is coming sooon .
okay . i wna buck up on my art . cos' i got super disheartened after mr jay lim said about my mid year prep work .
Saturday, August 11, 2007 intend to go out w raymond nd co. for cody's housewarming as ive promised cody .
but in th end , i didnt because nobody wants to go . hahaha .
so im sorry cody!
thn headed down to chinatown t get some stuffs ,alone of course .
after that , jiaren called me . asking me if i wna watch rush hour 3 .
i agreed . so went to plaza sing and they meet me there .
saw the muaythai boxing , scary . but NICE! :D
ahaha . but rush hour3 was like selling fast .
so , headed back to woodlands for th show .
haha . ITS A NICE SHOW INDEED ! (:
thn after th movie , went to 768 .
eat , talk cock , slack .
and saw some interesting stuffs e.g alien nd some random girl's debate by jiaren nd wahyip .
oh & , saw many small girls nd boys from evg too . LOL .
thn walked w ruisen to kaiwei's block .
saw kaiwei , zhengyu , yipeng . hahaha . changed a lot eh yipeng . DAMN QUIET .
haha . thn we seperated at evg pri bus stop nd i walked home .
jiaren sent me this msg this morning :
sometimes we must be hurt in order to grow ,
sometimes we must fail in order to know ,
sometimes we must lose in order to gain ..
because some lessons in life are best to learn through pain .
well , true indeeed?
& ive gone through so many lessons of that kind .
so many that im tired of them .
well , memories flashed back .
and i laugh at my foolishness and sillyness
but upon laughing at those , tears rolled down .
should i take it as the end of the story or the start of a new chapter ?
I .. THINK .. I .. NEED .. SOMEONE ..
Friday, August 10, 2007 yeah . i'd admit that ive said that all before .
but its the fact dude .
i just cant stand it . well , perharps not only me .
but now , ive decided , not to interfere you bloody business .
im gna shut up and keep it all within me .
but for you , please reflect alright .
well , lets face it dude .
oh & , if youre still not happy w it , i dont mind you coming up to me and settle it once nd for all .
hahaha .
you know , behind one's face , lies a thousand masks .
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hmm . went to grandpa's house .
then meet up w haowen rita and yio chu kang mrt station .
waited for raymond nd weikeong .
then headed to esplanade .
it was super crowded i swear . the crowd is 5-6 times more than christmas crowd .
lols . wanted t meet xiaomin and warren but they were stucked in city link so too bad .
wanted to meet rs nd co. but since esplanade was so crowded . i ask them t go marina bay there .
lols . watched all the stuffs . i had difficulties watching because im too short . zzz .
hahhaa . kept tip toe-ing . luckily weikeong nd all were like "protecting" me eh . :D
then watched fireworks . NICE (: haha .
after that we wanted to go to marina to meetup w ruizhong and co.
and i kept ka jiao-ing him w the cinderella thing . :S
haha. played bowling . im super lousy :C
and rz nd wk did many funny stunts (:
headed home after that .
i must say im blessed to have all my friends . <3
Thursday, August 09, 2007 alright .
shall start blogging about ytd stuffs .
went to school . till ten . meetup w uncle neo and co. at cwp .
then headed to foodcourt . oh & , i gt to know ziyang's gf . prettaye . (:
then crap and crap nd crappedddd . then walk around .
till i started to get boredd . headed to civic . partyworld .
sing sang sung . (: hahah .
then home . jo pangseh-ed me . she said she wanted to go out but in the end , she didnt .
after that meet up w uncle neo nd kweihuat for pool .
saw jit hua and abdullah there .
played poool . then i tried billard .
hahaha . AND I WON UNCLE NEO ND KWEIHUAT IN BILLARD . :X
hahahaahahah . then went t cwp .
saw aitien , xiuyue nd co. they were heading for krunk @ siloso .
then xiuyue came and whispered some shits to me .
3 times , i didnt even know what she wants to say luh .
the 4th time then i understood . LOL.
sat down at titanic and chatted .
got a lil fed up w kweihuat .
like ive said for tons of times .
I HATE STUPID GUYS .
and kh just happens to be one -.-
i was a lil bored just now and so , i decided to look back at all the post this blog has .
and guess what ? i dont know whether i should be happy or sad .
happy because ive finally moved on .
sad because ive really regretted in making th wrong choices in th past .
shall stop saying bout' the past . (:
yay yay ! my birthday is coming .
dont intend to really celebrate it cos' i dont really feel like celebrating .
BUT STILL , I WANT MY PRESENTS .
told uncle neo , jo and kweihuat
i want NEW NIKE SCHOOLBAG .
i want ADIDAS JACKET FROM LIMITED ED. SHOP @ HEEREN .
and im like forcing them to get it for my birthday luh . :S
hahahaha . oh & , i asked uncle neo nd ruizhong for a boyfriend for my birthday .
BETTER GET MY PRESENTS READY PEOPLE ! :@
Tuesday, August 07, 2007 helloo . okay . im back from uncle neo's house .
first , meet up w jo , haowen and huiya to get weikeong's present .
then kweihuat came . haha .
then meet up w fu hao nd jiaren .
went up to uncle neo's house .
then talk cock awhile .
the n ray nd BIG weiqiang , wah yip( im not sure about his name)
came w presents and all . haha .
then they started drinking .
i only had two cups w coke .
but haowen said that my face was red . LOL .
i was having my reds TOOOOO (:
hahaha . and cos' of my mens.., i felt damn uncomfy .
LOL . then headed home .
weikeong and ray sent me home .
imagine having two drunk shit sending you home .
damn afraid that they will buang into something or what luh please .
keep pulling ray and weikeong .
rz was like having a SUPER RED FACE .
weikeong cant walk properly . LOL .
hahah . anyway , hope that they'll enjoy themselves and keep their promises .
though i think they will break it :S
ahha . HAPPY BIRTHDAY NEOWEIKEONG (:
Sunday, August 05, 2007 went out at 3 . meet up w kweihuat and jiawei to study .
searched for place to sit down in th library .
started studying . haha . kweihuat helped me w chem . (:
then after awhile , hong zhou came .
study study . after tht meet up w boon kiat .
had dinner . then kweihuat nd me went to woodlands checkpoint for pool .
the other 2 went home (:
reached checkpoint . saw weishyang , jiaqing and co . and also huiya and sikai .
played 2 rounds . then sian already . listen to jiaqing and kweihuat scolding and laming with each other .
damn funny luh they two . hahah .
then after that , kweihuat wanted to send me home but i insisted to go home alone .
and he says that im so different from the other girls . e.g JOANNA .
haha . he said so . OOOOPS :X
because im used to going places alone . too used to being alone therefore , i dont like to have people
around me :S and kweihuat keep saying that im BRAVE . hohoho . I KNOW I AM .
then walked home from cwp .
on my way home , decided to get some pens .
so headed to 883 . got my pens . then i saw zulhilmi .
and also famie ( not the gay ) . we walked th same way .
on our way , saw two girls selling ice cream .
one of them just took 2 boxes and ran all the way to us .
persuading us to buy her ice cream . upon seeing her , it sort of reminded me of the past .
therefore , i chose to help her . and there goes my $12 .
luckily next week only need to study on mon tues and half day on wed .
if not im gna be broke . hahaha . oh and , zul told me something that shocked me .
and im not gna tell you guys about what he told me . :&
lalalalalala .
i hope i can find my president landyard .
if not im gna be in deep trouble .
sometimes i really really really hope that i wouldnt be soo blooody careless . !
Saturday, August 04, 2007 im feeling oh so tired please .
finally , installation is over . :D
hmm . i was super nervous when im saying my speech and also introducing the art gallery .
HOHO . overall was kinda alright .
it seems that mr chan is expecting a lot frm me and my team .
god bless !
haha . im also expecting quite a lot from them :X
im still considerinjg whether t stay home or what . zz
Thursday, August 02, 2007 alright . schoool is as boring as USUAL .
art went to the art room to critic the paintings and stuffs .
i chose weldon's painting to critic . :D
oh ya , MY BAG WAS LIKE DAMN HEAVY TODAY .
and i-forgot-who said that i shouldnt carry heavy bags if not i'll
get shorter . >:( like WHATEVER ~ hahahhaahahhaha .
alright . after schooool . saw uncle neo , jiaren .
chatted with them . GOT THEIR SECRET . MUAHAHAHHAHAAHAH .
then saw kweihuat . waved to him , and then i remembered that i was actually angry w him .
lols . so , i used uncle neo to block me from him . hohohoho . i dont care kweihuat .
it depends on my mood whether i wna forgive you not .
AND DONT WHIN TO MY FRIENDS HOR . lalalalalalallaalalalalallala ~
i know youre not to blame but WHATEVER ~
lols . then played vball , go comp lab .
saw rs nd andy . rs kept ka jiao-ing me . super irritating .
went home . online . SAW GLEN ANG online . and i was super glad to see him online
cos that shows that he's feeling better now . (:
chatted w him and honghui . its like hh and glen are chatting with me and making me confused luh .
i dont even know who i am talking to . hahahah . oh ya , and glen's better now but his blood platelets are
still super low kind . pray hard for him ,one of my closest friends .
OH YA , and i realised i actually have MORE close GUY friends than GIRL friends .
the reason WHY . the girls around me have characters which i CANT stand . 1. FLIRT 2. two sided face
dont ask me why , but i just cant stand people flirting like nobody business cos' they look like prosti..... to me .
im being a lil too nasty w my words but i DONT GIVE A DAMN DUDE . hahahahhaahhaah .
when they're close to you , you tend to see their ugly sides .
LAAADEEDUM .
if youre not happy w my views on flirts . then suits you .
get out of this bloggg ! (:
i have the rights to say my point of view :D
neh ni neh ni POOOOO POOOO .
i want to move on ..
im trying hard to move on ..
im moving on..
hopefully , i can really let go of the past and MOVE ON .
the past .. the history ..
Wednesday, August 01, 2007 im feeling super sad today .
school was pretty fine .
urm . and i'll be swop back to miss chow class starting from nxt mon onwards .
hahaha . i didnt request for it . but mr tay felt that i'll be better off in miss chow's class .
after school , saw some FAMILIAR RETARDS trying to "settle" some stuffs .
god damn childish ! LOLS .
im really sad today because mr yeo warned me the THIRD TIME ,.
this time with even more stuffs that really made me fucked up .
hais .
and i fucking lost my chinese file luh .
all my compo and all are GONE .
damn it . chen lao shi is gna kill me tmrw :C
